April 8, 2009
Simple minded thoughts
Run through the air
As you try and gasp a breathe
But your fears are always there
You shut them out
With the silence of easiness
As you grip on to reality
As you fall into a dream
Your seeing what used to be a happy ending
But is now a nightmare
A blood thirsty drink to share
Just grab all your glasses
And grab all your mugs and meet your enimes
To a near by pub
Where you will drink your lives away like some fool
Who always finds a way to brake the rules
Just don't forget what i'm saying
Or you end up shaming
Posted on 04/08/2009 1:37 PM Comments (0)
Standing at the front door
I listen as i hear your screams
and tears seep through the cracks
You say you never want to die
You say everythings alright
When your hanging bye a string
A thread
A piece of my heart that has bled for you.
So wipe your tears
Kill your fears
And face the day
As the sun comes up again
It's another day
So kill it off till tommorow
When Sorrow rules the day
Forget the past
Forget the future
Remeber now
And live for today
Cause you might not get another chance
One day
Posted on 04/08/2009 1:27 PM Comments (0)
April 5, 2009
I have been waiting for like a year for this new MCR album, still not here but i known their working hard, When do you think the Album will come out i say late spring early summer!
Posted on 04/05/2009 6:31 AM Comments (2)
I finally saw watchmen it was a sweet movie my now #1 favorite movie of all time, with out the sex parts of course, lol Oh! and Bob finally commented back to me on twitter it was one historical moment, check it out on www.twitter.com/bobbryar XD
Posted on 04/05/2009 6:03 AM Comments (0)
February 21, 2009
Ok guys..i've heard rumors that MCR's new album will be coming out in march or may( one of the M months) i've been waiting for this moment for..HOW LONG!....i need some new MCR action to keep me going.....anyways in case you were wondering why i haven't been on lately is because i have been immobilized my the twitter network....just knowing the guys(MCR) use it and comment to people made me go crazy over it..and i have honestly learned ALOT about them through the short messages they leave.... from their pets...to there obsession with the so called franken berry has taught me this...they still have semi normal lives they can't be the rebellious bunch of kids we know and love..so yeah thats where i've been for the last few months ( and don't get mad at me if the rumors were false THEY WERE RUMORS) LMAO
Posted on 02/21/2009 6:21 PM Comments (1)
February 4, 2009
Revenge is hard to take
Even with a heart ache
But it's easy to swallow
If your heart is hollow
so don't swim in your own sorrow
Revenge will be back tomorrow
Posted on 02/04/2009 3:10 PM Comments (1)
January 20, 2009
ok People i know i haven't been on in a while but i have been talking to knew people on Twitter, i have come to a dicision and no i'm not leaving Buzznet, i want to create a comic i have a few people who would like to help me on this and now i'm asking you, If there is anyone who is willing to help me out comment me or email me at rborg12@yahoo.com, thanks, i don't want you to think i'm copping Gee because i'm not, i've always wanted this, ok thaks you and i apperciate it- Peace out home dawg....ummmm.....LOL ...Waaabammm ..lol
Posted on 01/20/2009 2:57 PM Comments (0)
December 28, 2008
You stand outside my door
Listaning for more
I whisper to send you away
But you always seem to stay
I ask you why, why don't you fly
Fly away and let me lye
Let me put down my head and cry
Lets me soak away in m tears
You say, Because you care
Becasue you will always be there
Always be there to follow me in the dark ally
Always there to fight my fights
Spill your own blood for me die for me
If all that is possible
We should just me friends
Posted on 12/28/2008 6:11 AM Comments (1)
December 12, 2008
Hey people MCR is on twitter.com it's awsome. You should check it out, you can comment on pictures and blogs made by MCR them selfs, Twitter is not the same as Buzznet but you can get a little closer to MCR http://twitter.com/gerardway Everyone is on theri but frank hasn't posted anything yet. Also the My chemical romance web site has changed dramaticly go check it out and talke to me on twitter http://twitter.com/helena911
Here are some of gerards blogs

Hey guys...been slammed with a lot of work and I'm starting to enjoy reality t.v. less and less so I haven't gotten a chance to post a new blog in a while. But this came in the mail today and I wanted to share it with you.
Notice the "YUM!"
This fucking thing is incredible...

Since my buddy Jon Rivera asked me to write the introduction to his graphic novel, Heartbreak, I asked him to return the favor by guest blogging on my current topic of interest- G *******
It's 1:40am as I lay in bed, in the darkness I hear the faint single vibration of my cell phone signaling a text message. My eyes still blurry, I grab my phone to see what this emergency/possible booty text is all about. I check the sender, it's Gerard.
"Can you write a guest blog about jabba glob?"
This is how we roll on the next level.
In the summer of 1999, Gerard, Mikey, and I waged a holy war on sanity and our bank accounts with the release of The Phantom Menace (or simply "MENACE" as it became known to us).
Mikey built a wall of Darth Mauls, I caressed my Naboo Starfighter as if I was comforting a lover, and Gerard wouldn't eat food if it wasn't officially licensed by Lucasfilm.
But amongst the Jedi hair braids, pod racer notebooks, and lightsaber pencil sharpeners lay Jabba Glob. Sure, he was just rubber Jabba the Hutt figure that puked up space frogs. But there was something more, a tantalizing mystique.
Sadly, Neither Jabba nor his glob played much of a role in Episode 1. So why does this figure exist? What is a slug gangster doing with such a look of serenity on his face? Why did he not come with a bowl for his space frogs?
He seemed the outcast. Unpopular and irrelevant. Connected, but slightly out of sync with the other figures. Maybe we loved Jabba Glob because in our hearts we felt like Jabba Globs.
Jabba Glob, so seemingly carefree, but with him an air of melancholy. For you see, Jabba only had one glob. They did not sell refills, and to add non official Star Wars slime to Jabba Glob would have surely resulted in injury or death.
You only got one shot at this glob, so you had to make it count.
If that dosent tell you a little something about life then you are willfully ignorant at best.
During that summer, Gerard bought me a Jabba Glob for my 19th birthday. The package of slime lays sealed under my bed to this day, waiting for it's moment.
Hundreds of years from now, my widow will sit on a hill, spoon feeding my ashes into Jabbas mouth. As my remains mix with one fluid ounce of glob...she will find comfort. Knowing that I've finally gone home.
-Jonathan Rivera New Jersey 3:32 AM
***note photo included, taken in his room.
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Posted on 12/12/2008 6:04 PM Comments (2)
Flying makes want to cry
Souring low
Me makes me want to know
Are you happy with your self
Are you satisfied with what you got
Secure now that you know
Are you unafraid of the becoming future
Are you unafraid of how life will be
Once we're totally free
Completely and utterly able to fly higher
Then we ever have before
Then we will face our fears
Your heart will wonder
What is love?
Am I able to feel it
Am I able to heal it
Should I take a pill
To make it all right
To make me love you the way I should
The way I want to live
With out you is like a knife through my heart
And a poison that burns my hands
Tell me lover
What you think
Should I fix this or live like this
Feeling like I can't help you
Can't fill in the chart
Can't tell you my secrets my true feelings
Can't understand
Now.. my wings have crumbled
Beneath me, as I fall from the sky
I was so high
How could this happen
We were so close
So close to touching heaven
You couldn’t catch me
You tried but failed
Now I fall into
The chilling sea
Of painful dreams
But I thank you
You made me realize
Something
We found what love really is
It will live forever inside my invincible heart
Even if we are far apart
Posted on 12/12/2008 4:02 PM Comments (0)
December 7, 2008
Should i hide
Should i run
Should i stop
and have fun
Should i find
What has gone missing
Should i cry when your gone
Should i die
When your done
Should i fly
When my wings have grown
Should i fly when my wings have broken
You don't catch me for i fall
Into the ocean
Should i drink this potion
To mak me see of should i just sleep
In the unbarring sea
Posted on 12/07/2008 4:50 AM Comments (1)
November 30, 2008
Revenge
For all the lives you've taken
revenge
for all the hearts your stacken
Reevnge
for all the lies you put in side my head
You'll never take me down
You'll never stop me noe
stop me now
Cause i'm gone
To find where i belong
The revenge of my hearts alive
I need to find a new place to hide
REVENGE
Where have you gone
REVENGE
i need you to be
there for me when my chance has come
To kill the one i love.....
Revenge
For all the lives you've taken
Revenge
for all the hearts your stacken
Revenge
for all the lies you put in side my head..
So i say this is our time to fly higher
Time to time
you tell me to stay high
toch the sky
But you broke my wings and i am falling out of the sky
Out of the sky
You never caught me you never stopped me and now i am
lying crippled on the ground
Revenge
Posted on 11/30/2008 6:11 AM Comments (2)
November 28, 2008
MCRMY will live long
MCRMY will carry on
The fucked sociaty can not hold
For MCR will rule the world!!
Posted on 11/28/2008 5:52 AM Comments (5)
November 24, 2008
To: MCRmy Administrators
"GRAB YOUR SIX GUN FROM YOUR PACK!"
SOLDIERS OF THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ARMY, READY FOR BATTLE!!!
"Stand up Fucking Tall"
As you all know, PYXI and Wicked13 have decided that the MCRmy.net will be shut down for a period of time. This site has become more than a site. It is a home and we're all a family here. It's done so much for us and we can't let them take us down this easily. So "stand up fucking tall" and let yourself be heard. Take pride in what we have here and don't let them throw it away. If they think that's "where we go from here" then they're wrong. That's not the path we'll take.
"Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against"
We ARE a fucking army and we're the My Chemical Romance Army. If we're an army, we'll fight for this. We won't walk away without a fight. Is it not what My Chemical Romance is all about? For the underdogs who have no say to rise up and be heard? To not take shit from others and to never let them get you alive? Well we're not giving up this army. We're not giving up on it while we're alive. This place has made us feel safe and nothing will replace that. "If you think that I'm wrong, then this never meant nothing to you" so why not at least try?
"I Mean This More Than Words Could Ever Say"
Word won't ever express how much this means to me, but if any words could, then these would. This is the site that means the most to me. We're like one big family here. Fuck, we ARE a family here. It feels more like a home than an army. There's people here that we'd rather talk to than our real family. There's people here who'll be on our side when no one else is. There's people here to help us through the bad times. There's peeople on here who've become our best friends.
Where we'd be scared of saying something or stating our opinion elsewhere, here, we can make our voices as loud as our thoughts. We're not afraid to express ourselves because we know there are people who feel the same way here and have gone through what we have. Where we might not have felt comfortable talking to someone, we found someone to talk to here. Where there was no one to spread our joy to or to just say something completely stupid, there was someone here to listen and laugh with us. Where there was no one to care for us, someone cared here. When the world felt like it was at it's end, we found safety here. When we felt like we were at our end, there was someone else at theirs too. It makes us feel like we're never alone. That there's someone else out their for us.
It's almost like our second life for us to escape to when our real one becomes to much. We're all so confortable here and we feel like just when it seemed nothing could go wrong, we're being kicked out on the streets.
When we just want to say something and just to tell someone and tell the world and share the news, there's the chitchat for us to go to. When we want the latest MCR news, we can depend on the Group. If we're doubting something, we can share in the Rumors. When we have a story we want read, we have the fanfics. When we're down and blue we have the FAT. Our mods have their own section to share the stories of their lives, when we've expressed ourselves we have the poetry. When we want to pretend to be someone else we have the RP. Concerts, Pictures, Links, and Art, we can share everything we have. We get to know each other through the Games. Other bands to listen to something new. And officials to find those who share our interests.
"Through it all, the rise and fall"
We've gotten to know each other so well and to put an end to it, even if it be for a month, it'd be like cutting off a lifeline. Sure, there are other ways for us to communicate to our friends, but there's a warmth here and can't be replicated in a new forum. Years of living here can't be duplicated with a newly born site. There's the homey feel here that's not just like an empty building. There's something here, I'm not sure what it is, but it just won't be the same with anything else.
We're not asking for a new fancy Rmy. Right now we have the damned debugs that those pisss the fuck out of us, but we're fine with them as long as the Rmy stays open. I don't feel a need for a new, completely re-vamped Rmy. I'm sure we'd all rather that the Rmy stayed open than shut down for reconstruction.
We've gone through other problems. We've faced spammers and haters and we won against them. We've had people try to force the Rmy to close but they've never stopped us. Now, when it's a problem that we have control over, why are we giving in? Why give in after standing up fucking tall for so long? We have control over it this time so don't give up. Don't give up on us.
Is that not the whole message of My Chemical Romance strengthened here? The entire reason My Chemical Romance was created is right here. In us. We'll never stop dreaming and we'll never stop believing and we hope that you'll never stop believing. Don't underestimate what your site has done to our lives. My Chemical Romance said they'd stop when it stops being special. It hasn't stopped being special yet. Stay for as long as they stay in it for. "Never stop believing in us and we'll never stop believing in you." Don't let us go.
"But where did you run to? Where did you hide? Go find another way" "The hundredth time, we say goodbye, and tomorrow we do it again"
If push comes to shove, I'm all for finding another way, but until then, we've got one week left and we're not running and we're not hiding until we're completely done here. We're soldiers of the most amazing band who have done as much as a band could possibly do. There will be no running and no hiding when it comes to our end. We have a week and we'll treat it like a lifetime. It's not good-bye until it's finally over. And it's not over yet. There's still a battle to be won. There's still songs to be sung. There's still hope and there's still dreams. There'll always be dreams.
"Lets give them one more reason now" "There's a dozen reasons in this gun"
Or rather, let's give them A HUNDRED reasons. Post your reasons of why the MCRmy should stay. I want EVERYONE, and I really mean EVERYONE to sign this petition to show your support!
Thank you! -From MCRmy.net
-mychemicaladiction (myxchemromance)
Sincerely,
The Undersigned
Posted on 11/24/2008 2:12 PM Comments (2)
November 19, 2008
The mcrmy is made up of mcr fans s if you are one then you belong here wether you've been a fan for 3 years or 3 days. The Mcrmy takes all shapes, sizes, and colors so theres no pretending here. Be who you are and you'll git in just fine. The word POSER is poison here...use it...we dare you. IF you love mcr awesome, if you think you might like mcr cool. Stick around and we'll convert you in no time, if you hate mcr...go away! Here are a few rules: 1. Dont be a F_cking asshole. 2. If you are a f_cking asshole, we reserve the right to tear you a new one. (this is something we take great pleasure in, so dont worry, its not a bother) 3. Treat people how you would like to be treated.
Posted on 11/19/2008 11:52 AM Comments (2)
November 18, 2008
In The Cold December
In the cold december
Seeing your face
holds down my heart
Stopping the beat
From ever starting
You wanted it all
Every drop of blood i own
But i can not let you hold it
The scares that build up your heart
Are burning in the sunlight
Your tears are never going to fall
On my shoulder
But your eyes will always follow me
In the cold december
Posted on 11/18/2008 2:48 PM Comments (1)
November 17, 2008
Gerard way quotes
“It's like the drag fairy coming and saying 'What would you like to do?' Um, yeah karate.”
“The Devil got landed with a shitty job, he has to deal with assholes everyday, he's probably bored as hell.”
“Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara... I'm a f****n' princess!”
I'd rather be a creature of the night than an old dude.”
I'm not psycho...I just like psychotic things.”
Well, I'm half Italian, so last year on warped tour i got this really good tan and I was like, bummer.”
“So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window.”
“I'm the master of the wicket!”
“I went to school in drag, in art school and my day was completely different because everybody thought I was a chick. You should see me as a chick. So I went as a girl, as like an experiment and it worked really well and everyone was really nice to me but I couldn't talk obviously...you know train conductors were really cool to me on my commute...HA! I looked hot as a chick!”
If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about.”
Oh yeah. People think we're fucking loaded just because we got all this bling on. Yeah, they think we're all rich vampires!”
“Welcome to the new church! Can I get an 'Amen'?”
yeah, man, I agree, ... At the beginning of the film, I look like Jabba the Hutt, and then by the end of the film, there are all these shots of us and we all look like skeletons.”
Ray- What is a large group of moose? Mooses? Mikey- No way! It's Meesi. Gerard- F*ck Off! It's Meese.”
Posted on 11/17/2008 6:45 AM Comments (2)
In the cold december
Seeing your face
holds down my heart
Stopping the beat
From ever starting
You wanted it all
Every drop of blood i own
But i can not let you hold it
The scares that build up your heart
Are burning in the sunlight
Your tears are never going to fall
On my shoulder
But your eyes will always follow me
In the cold december
Posted on 11/17/2008 4:53 AM Comments (0)
November 11, 2008
The sky was a light tint of orange blue and red and the large metal buildings around me seemed to shimmer in the sunset lights. The air was cold and I was shivering under my fleece jacket and red wool scarf. I was heading home after my daily job of working as a sales clerk at some cheat drug store. I was anxious to get home because the streets become dangerous after dark . Muggers violence and murder is every where in new jersey any where you look there is a drug dealer of a rapist. so you always have to watch your back it could save you. I looked at my wrist watch 5:00 I had to hurry but I lived another half mile away I hoped I could make it in time. The street lights went on and suspicious people in dark alleys watching me go home. It had the strangest feeling as if someone was watching me. So I quickly turned around there was nothing but the reflection of the lights on the mud puddles in the street. I started to walk faster. I could hear foot steps behind me so I flipped my head around nothing then some one put their hands over my mouth and started walking me to the ally to the right of me I manage to bit the person so hard the let go for a second and I screamed as loud as I could just hoping some one would hear me." Shut up" the person behind me said and he smacked my across the face and I fell to the ground and landed on my head. I managed to keep couscous ness an although my head was bleeding pretty bad I got another scream out of me." Help me someone"> my capture cam over kicked my in the ribs and ran off with my purse I screamed in pain. He was gone but another shadow seemed to hover over me I thought it was him again no it was a younger man my age long black hair kind hazel eyes and punk style clothing leaned over me saying some thing I could not understand then I blacked out. The next thing I remembered was lying on a warm bed I had a bandage over my head and the guy who saved me was asleep in a chair beside me .I looked at him more he had a long tired face and long strong arms he had a pad of paper in his hands. He was drawing something. I sat up in my bed I had made so much noise I woke the guy up oops. He blinked a couple times wiped his face with his hands and had a long lazy stretch. He looked at me and gave me a half smile." Hey how are u feeling" I yawned and replied ok I guess my head hurts like a mother fucken bitch but other then that I'm fine. he got up from his chair and straightened him self out he was taller then I had expected and very handsome. " I'm glad to hear that" I gave him a puzzled look Where am I may ask?" he laughed a little. Your in my house I found you in the ally and I kicked they shit out of the bitch for you were hurt so I just brought you home doesn't cost as much as the hospital and you weren't hurt that bad." I giggled in a weird way. " so what's your name
" I asked. " oh right I'm Gerard …Gerard Way".
Posted on 11/11/2008 12:04 PM Comments (2)
Vampires will never hurt you tribute poem
We've lived in this world for how long
We've tried to make it a better place for how long
How much longer will it take you
To finally pick up that wooden stake
I can't see the world like this
Is nothing more
Then a morning mist
So don't be shy
Go on and try
To take that stake to my heart
Our souls will now be drifting apart
I will promise you
One more thing
Vampires will never hurt you
Posted on 11/11/2008 10:31 AM Comments (1)
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