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April 8, 2009

Listen and sssshh

Simple minded thoughts

Run through the air

As you try and gasp a breathe

But your fears are always there

You shut them out

With the silence of easiness 

As you grip on to reality

As you fall into a dream

Your seeing what used to be a happy ending

But is now a nightmare

A blood thirsty drink to share

Just grab all your glasses

And grab all your mugs and meet your enimes

To a near by pub

Where you will drink your lives away like some fool

Who always  finds a way to brake the rules

Just don't forget what i'm saying

Or you end up shaming

 


Posted on 04/08/2009 1:37 PM Comments (0)

Forget- song/poem

Standing at the front door

I listen as i hear your screams

and tears seep through the cracks

You say you never want to die

You say everythings alright

When your hanging bye a string

A thread

A piece of my heart that has bled for you.

So wipe your tears

Kill your fears

And face the day

As the sun comes up again

It's another day

So kill it off till tommorow

When Sorrow rules the day

Forget the past

Forget the future

Remeber now

And live for today

Cause you might not get another chance

One day

 

 


Posted on 04/08/2009 1:27 PM Comments (0)

April 5, 2009

NEW album date?

I have been waiting for like a year for this new MCR album, still not here but i known their working hard, When do you think the Album will come out i say late spring early summer!


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Posted on 04/05/2009 6:31 AM Comments (2)

Finally

I finally saw watchmen it was a sweet movie my now #1 favorite movie of all time, with out the sex parts of course, lol Oh! and Bob finally commented back to me on twitter it was one historical moment, check it out on www.twitter.com/bobbryar XD


Posted on 04/05/2009 6:03 AM Comments (0)

February 21, 2009

I have a feeling

Ok guys..i've heard rumors that MCR's new album will be coming out in march or may( one of the M months) i've been waiting for this moment for..HOW LONG!....i need some new MCR action to keep me going.....anyways in case you were wondering why i haven't been on lately is because i have been immobilized my the twitter network....just knowing the guys(MCR) use it and comment to people made me go crazy over it..and i have honestly learned ALOT about them through the short messages they leave.... from their pets...to there obsession with the so called franken berry has taught me this...they still have semi normal lives they can't be the rebellious bunch of kids we know and love..so yeah thats where i've been for the last few months ( and don't get mad at me if the rumors were false THEY WERE RUMORS) LMAO
Posted on 02/21/2009 6:21 PM Comments (1)

February 4, 2009

Revenge

Revenge is hard to take
Even with a heart ache
But it's easy to swallow
If your heart is hollow
so don't swim in your own sorrow
Revenge will be back tomorrow
Posted on 02/04/2009 3:10 PM Comments (1)

January 20, 2009

Hey people

ok People i know i haven't been on in a while but i have been talking to knew people on Twitter, i have come to a dicision and no i'm not leaving Buzznet, i want to create a comic i have a few people who would like to help me on this and now i'm asking you, If there is anyone who is willing to help me out comment me or email me at rborg12@yahoo.com, thanks, i don't want you to think i'm copping Gee because i'm not, i've always wanted this, ok thaks you and i apperciate it- Peace out home dawg....ummmm.....LOL ...Waaabammm ..lol
Posted on 01/20/2009 2:57 PM Comments (0)

December 28, 2008

All the things you do for me (poem)

You stand outside my door

Listaning for more

I whisper to send you away

But you always seem to stay

I ask you why, why don't you fly

Fly away and let me lye

Let me put down my head and cry

Lets me soak away in m tears

You say, Because you care

Becasue you will always be there

Always be there to follow me in the dark ally

Always there to fight my fights

Spill your own blood for me die for me

If all that is possible

We should just me friends


Posted on 12/28/2008 6:11 AM Comments (1)

December 12, 2008

New MCR shit

Hey people MCR is on twitter.com it's awsome. You should check it out, you can comment on pictures and blogs made by MCR them selfs, Twitter is not the same as Buzznet but you can get a little closer to MCR http://twitter.com/gerardway Everyone is on theri but frank hasn't posted anything yet. Also the My chemical romance web site has changed dramaticly go check it out and talke to me on twitter http://twitter.com/helena911

Here are some of gerards blogs

Gerard's picture

Oozing With Fun

Hey guys...been slammed with a lot of work and I'm starting to enjoy reality t.v. less and less so I haven't gotten a chance to post a new blog in a while.
But this came in the mail today and I wanted to share it with you.

Notice the "YUM!"

This fucking thing is incredible...


Posted on 12/12/2008 6:04 PM Comments (2)

What we want to become....

Flying makes want to cry

Souring low

Me makes me want to know

Are you happy with your self

Are you satisfied with what you got

Secure now that you know

Are you unafraid of the becoming future

Are you unafraid of how life will be

Once we're totally free

Completely and utterly able to fly higher

Then we ever have before

Then we will face our fears

Your heart will wonder

What is love?

Am I able to feel it

Am I able to heal it

Should I take a pill

To make it all right

To make me love you the way I should

The way I want to live

With out you is like a knife through my heart

And a poison that burns my hands

Tell me lover

What you think

Should I fix this or live like this

Feeling like I can't help you

Can't fill in the chart

Can't tell you my secrets my true feelings

Can't understand

Now.. my wings have crumbled

Beneath me, as I fall from the sky

I was so high

How could this happen

We were so close

So close to touching heaven

You couldn’t catch me

You tried but failed

Now I fall into

The chilling sea

Of painful dreams

But I thank you

You made me realize

Something

We found what love really is

It will live forever inside my invincible heart

Even if we are far apart


Posted on 12/12/2008 4:02 PM Comments (0)

December 7, 2008

Should I.....

Should i hide

Should i run

Should i stop

and have fun

Should i find

What has gone missing

Should i cry when your gone

Should i die

When your done

Should i fly

When my wings have grown

Should i fly when my wings have broken

You don't catch me for i fall

Into the ocean

Should i drink this potion

To mak me see of should i just sleep

In the unbarring sea


Posted on 12/07/2008 4:50 AM Comments (1)

November 30, 2008

Revenge ( a song i wrote)

Revenge

For all the lives you've taken

revenge

for all the hearts your stacken

Reevnge

for all the lies you put in side my head

You'll never take me down

You'll never stop me noe

stop me now

Cause i'm gone

To find where i belong

The revenge of my hearts alive

I need to find a new place to hide

REVENGE

Where have you gone

REVENGE

i need you to be

there for me when my chance has come

To kill the one i love.....

Revenge

For all the lives you've taken

Revenge

for all the hearts your stacken

Revenge

for all the lies you put in side my head..

So i say this is our time to fly higher

Time to time

you tell me to stay high

toch the sky

But you broke my wings and i am falling out of the sky

Out of the sky

You never caught me you never stopped me and now i am

lying crippled on the ground

Revenge

 

 


Posted on 11/30/2008 6:11 AM Comments (2)

November 28, 2008

An awsome new MCRmy (buzznet) chant by xoxovampire

MCRMY will live long


MCRMY will carry on


The fucked sociaty can not hold


For MCR will rule the world!!


Related Groups: MCRmy Soldiers
Posted on 11/28/2008 5:52 AM Comments (5)

November 24, 2008

A MCRmy petiton and letter please sign Gerard way needs YOU

To:  MCRmy Administrators

"GRAB YOUR SIX GUN FROM YOUR PACK!"

SOLDIERS OF THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ARMY, READY FOR BATTLE!!!


"Stand up Fucking Tall"

As you all know, PYXI and Wicked13 have decided that the MCRmy.net will be shut down for a period of time. This site has become more than a site. It is a home and we're all a family here. It's done so much for us and we can't let them take us down this easily. So "stand up fucking tall" and let yourself be heard. Take pride in what we have here and don't let them throw it away. If they think that's "where we go from here" then they're wrong. That's not the path we'll take.


"Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against"

We ARE a fucking army and we're the My Chemical Romance Army. If we're an army, we'll fight for this. We won't walk away without a fight. Is it not what My Chemical Romance is all about? For the underdogs who have no say to rise up and be heard? To not take shit from others and to never let them get you alive? Well we're not giving up this army. We're not giving up on it while we're alive. This place has made us feel safe and nothing will replace that. "If you think that I'm wrong, then this never meant nothing to you" so why not at least try?

"I Mean This More Than Words Could Ever Say"

Word won't ever express how much this means to me, but if any words could, then these would.
This is the site that means the most to me. We're like one big family here. Fuck, we ARE a family here. It feels more like a home than an army. There's people here that we'd rather talk to than our real family. There's people here who'll be on our side when no one else is. There's people here to help us through the bad times. There's peeople on here who've become our best friends.

Where we'd be scared of saying something or stating our opinion elsewhere, here, we can make our voices as loud as our thoughts. We're not afraid to express ourselves because we know there are people who feel the same way here and have gone through what we have. Where we might not have felt comfortable talking to someone, we found someone to talk to here. Where there was no one to spread our joy to or to just say something completely stupid, there was someone here to listen and laugh with us. Where there was no one to care for us, someone cared here. When the world felt like it was at it's end, we found safety here. When we felt like we were at our end, there was someone else at theirs too. It makes us feel like we're never alone. That there's someone else out their for us.

It's almost like our second life for us to escape to when our real one becomes to much. We're all so confortable here and we feel like just when it seemed nothing could go wrong, we're being kicked out on the streets.

When we just want to say something and just to tell someone and tell the world and share the news, there's the chitchat for us to go to. When we want the latest MCR news, we can depend on the Group. If we're doubting something, we can share in the Rumors. When we have a story we want read, we have the fanfics. When we're down and blue we have the FAT. Our mods have their own section to share the stories of their lives, when we've expressed ourselves we have the poetry. When we want to pretend to be someone else we have the RP. Concerts, Pictures, Links, and Art, we can share everything we have. We get to know each other through the Games. Other bands to listen to something new. And officials to find those who share our interests.

"Through it all, the rise and fall"

We've gotten to know each other so well and to put an end to it, even if it be for a month, it'd be like cutting off a lifeline. Sure, there are other ways for us to communicate to our friends, but there's a warmth here and can't be replicated in a new forum. Years of living here can't be duplicated with a newly born site. There's the homey feel here that's not just like an empty building. There's something here, I'm not sure what it is, but it just won't be the same with anything else.

We're not asking for a new fancy Rmy. Right now we have the damned debugs that those pisss the fuck out of us, but we're fine with them as long as the Rmy stays open. I don't feel a need for a new, completely re-vamped Rmy. I'm sure we'd all rather that the Rmy stayed open than shut down for reconstruction.

We've gone through other problems. We've faced spammers and haters and we won against them. We've had people try to force the Rmy to close but they've never stopped us. Now, when it's a problem that we have control over, why are we giving in? Why give in after standing up fucking tall for so long? We have control over it this time so don't give up. Don't give up on us.

Is that not the whole message of My Chemical Romance strengthened here? The entire reason My Chemical Romance was created is right here. In us. We'll never stop dreaming and we'll never stop believing and we hope that you'll never stop believing. Don't underestimate what your site has done to our lives. My Chemical Romance said they'd stop when it stops being special. It hasn't stopped being special yet. Stay for as long as they stay in it for. "Never stop believing in us and we'll never stop believing in you."
Don't let us go.



"But where did you run to? Where did you hide? Go find another way"
"The hundredth time, we say goodbye, and tomorrow we do it again"

If push comes to shove, I'm all for finding another way, but until then, we've got one week left and we're not running and we're not hiding until we're completely done here. We're soldiers of the most amazing band who have done as much as a band could possibly do. There will be no running and no hiding when it comes to our end. We have a week and we'll treat it like a lifetime. It's not good-bye until it's finally over. And it's not over yet. There's still a battle to be won. There's still songs to be sung. There's still hope and there's still dreams. There'll always be dreams.


"Lets give them one more reason now"
"There's a dozen reasons in this gun"

Or rather, let's give them A HUNDRED reasons.
Post your reasons of why the MCRmy should stay. I want EVERYONE, and I really mean EVERYONE to sign this petition to show your support!


Thank you!
-From MCRmy.net

-mychemicaladiction (myxchemromance)



Sincerely,

The Undersigned


Related Groups: MCRmy Soldiers
Posted on 11/24/2008 2:12 PM Comments (2)

November 19, 2008

All About the MCRmy

The mcrmy is made up of mcr fans s if you are one then you belong here wether you've been a fan for 3 years or 3 days. The Mcrmy takes all shapes, sizes, and colors so theres no pretending here. Be who you are and you'll git in just fine. The word POSER is poison here...use it...we dare you. IF you love mcr awesome, if you think you might like mcr cool. Stick around and we'll convert you in no time, if you hate mcr...go away!

Here are a few rules:

1. Dont be a F_cking asshole.

2. If you are a f_cking asshole, we reserve the right to tear you a new one. (this is something we take great pleasure in, so dont worry, its not a bother)

3. Treat people how you would like to be treated.
Related Groups: MCRmy Soldiers
Posted on 11/19/2008 11:52 AM Comments (2)

November 18, 2008

In the cold december

In The Cold December

In the cold december

Seeing your face

holds down my heart

Stopping the beat

From ever starting

You wanted it all

Every drop of blood i own

But i can not let you hold it

The scares that build up your heart

Are burning in the sunlight

Your tears are never going to fall

On my shoulder

But your eyes will always follow me

In the cold december


Posted on 11/18/2008 2:48 PM Comments (1)

November 17, 2008

Gerard Way Quotes

Gerard way quotes

 

“It's like the drag fairy coming and saying 'What would you like to do?' Um, yeah karate.”

“The Devil got landed with a shitty job, he has to deal with assholes everyday, he's probably bored as hell.”

 

“Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara... I'm a f****n' princess!”

 

 

I'd rather be a creature of the night than an old dude.”

 

I'm not psycho...I just like psychotic things.”

 

Well, I'm half Italian, so last year on warped tour i got this really good tan and I was like, bummer.”

“So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window.”

 

“I'm the master of the wicket!”

 

“I went to school in drag, in art school and my day was completely different because everybody thought I was a chick. You should see me as a chick. So I went as a girl, as like an experiment and it worked really well and everyone was really nice to me but I couldn't talk obviously...you know train conductors were really cool to me on my commute...HA! I looked hot as a chick!”

 

If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about.”

Oh yeah. People think we're fucking loaded just because we got all this bling on. Yeah, they think we're all rich vampires!”

 

“Welcome to the new church! Can I get an 'Amen'?”

yeah, man, I agree, ... At the beginning of the film, I look like Jabba the Hutt, and then by the end of the film, there are all these shots of us and we all look like skeletons.”

Ray- What is a large group of moose? Mooses?
Mikey- No way! It's Meesi.
Gerard- F*ck Off! It's Meese.”


Posted on 11/17/2008 6:45 AM Comments (2)

In The Cold December

In the cold december

Seeing your face

holds down my heart

Stopping the beat

From ever starting

You wanted it all

Every drop of blood i own

But i can not let you hold it

The scares that build up your heart

Are burning in the sunlight

Your tears are never going to fall

On my shoulder

But your eyes will always follow me

In the cold december


Posted on 11/17/2008 4:53 AM Comments (0)

November 11, 2008

Gerard way fanfiction stroy ( note: forget the spelling errors and i am not finished yet)

 

          The sky was a light tint of orange blue and red and the large metal buildings around me seemed to shimmer in the sunset lights. The air was cold and I was shivering under my fleece jacket and red wool scarf. I was heading home after my daily job of working as a sales clerk at some cheat drug store. I was anxious to get home because the streets become dangerous after dark . Muggers violence and murder is every where in new jersey any where you look there is a drug dealer of a rapist. so you always have to watch your back it could save you. I looked at my wrist watch 5:00 I had to hurry but I lived another half mile away I hoped I could make it in time. The street lights went on and suspicious people in dark alleys watching me go home. It had the strangest feeling as if someone was watching me. So I quickly turned around there was nothing but the reflection of the lights on the mud puddles in the street. I started to walk faster. I could hear foot steps behind me so I flipped my head around nothing then some one put their hands over my mouth and started walking me to the ally to the right of me I manage to bit the person so hard the let go for a second and I screamed as loud as I could just hoping some one would hear me." Shut up" the person behind me said and he smacked my across the face and I fell to the ground and landed on my head. I managed to keep couscous ness an although my head was bleeding pretty bad I got another scream out of me." Help me someone"> my capture cam over kicked my in the ribs and ran off with my purse I screamed in pain. He was gone but another shadow seemed to hover over me I thought it was him again no it was a younger man my age long black hair kind hazel eyes and punk style clothing leaned over me saying some thing I could not understand then I blacked out. The next thing I remembered was lying on a warm bed I had a bandage over my head and the guy who saved me was asleep in a chair beside me .I looked at him more he had a long tired face and long strong arms he had a pad of paper in his hands. He was drawing something. I sat up in my bed I had made so much noise I woke the guy up oops. He blinked a couple times wiped his face with his hands and had a long lazy stretch. He looked at me and gave me a half smile." Hey how are u feeling" I yawned and replied ok I guess my head hurts like a mother fucken bitch but other then that I'm fine. he got up from his chair and straightened him self out he was taller then I had expected and very handsome. " I'm glad to hear that" I gave him a puzzled look Where am I may ask?" he laughed a little. Your in my house I found you in the ally and I kicked they shit out of the bitch for you were hurt so I just brought you home doesn't cost as much as the hospital and you weren't hurt that bad." I giggled in a weird way. " so what's your name

" I asked. " oh right I'm Gerard …Gerard Way".


Posted on 11/11/2008 12:04 PM Comments (2)

Vampires will never hurt you tribute poem

 

Vampires will never hurt you tribute poem

 

 

 

 

We've lived in this world for how long

We've tried to make it a better place for how long

How much longer will it take you

To finally pick up that wooden stake

I can't see the world like this

Is nothing more

Then a morning mist

So don't be shy

Go on and try

To take that stake to my heart

Our souls will now be drifting apart

I will promise you

One more thing

Vampires will never hurt you

 


Posted on 11/11/2008 10:31 AM Comments (1)
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